Friday 3rd September 2021: Inchies Day, and sometimes the odd ode might slip in!

♥ Hello, hello? ♥

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Thursday Evening

Bootifull!

My microwaved mini-meal.

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 FRIDAY 3rd SEPTEMBER 2021 

I Woke Up It wasn't easy!

I woke amidst the devil and the deep blue sea. In a conundrum and a half! The desperate desire to go back to sleep and the need of a wee-wee? Naturally, the taking of a wee-wee won - it always does, one constant in my life that rarely fails me, the ever-challenging, expect anything, wee-wee! 06:50: After three hours in the comfort of Sweet Morpheus. 

This mornings effort kept me on my toes; I've never taken such a farcical wee in my entire life (I don't think so, anyway). Maybe after the stroke, though?

Here's how it went: I felt the flow on its way, heating the inner pipework as it approached Little Inchy... Then it gave a short, weak spray (thanks for that, I've only just put these clean jammies on last night, Tsk! more washing!) And things fell inactive, not a dribble would come, for ages, I waited...

Suddenly, a strong, painful torrent kicked off, and this one lasted a while. I had to concentrate while holding the bucket to avoid any more mishaps! As sudden as this hose-pipe like flow had stopped, again no trickling followed, things stopped so suddenly again.

Well, I thought, I got away with just the jammies to wash, no bleeding from the final lesion either. I was pulling up the PP's (protection pants) and had to drop them a lot quicker than I pulled them up, as another blast arrived!

I cautiously bade my time. I wasn't going to get caught out again. But I was!

The not unknown PMAD (Post-Micturition-After Dribbling) began... I feared it may never stop! I recall thinking, I'm going to look a twerp if the morning carer arrives now! Eventually, the gentle cascading stopped. I cleared away the things in case a carer called early and got the jammie-bottoms in soak in the wet room bucket with Dettol and liquid soap powder. Glad that was over with!

Washed things up, me and the NWWB (Nocturnal-Wee-Wee-Bucket), sanitised the pale and got some fresh PP's on.

I'm interested in seeing what the next wee-wee produces - might be music and lights with it? Hehehe!

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Halved Some Warfarin Tablets

Used the pill-splitter without any harm or accifauxpas (A touch of Smugness developing here!). Left the tablets in the splitter pot for when I need halves to fit in with the evening dosages. Then got carried away, so as to speak...

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Waste Bag Sorting!

I got carried away with waste bag sorting and having a go at decluttering the un-decluttered kitchen, now that the declutterers had failed to declutter and clean the place for me.

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Got the Health Checks Done

The assessment on the NHS site put me just inside the typical, light green section. Yes! Good innit?

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Search Conducted - Again!

I made seek-the-Comfort bottles, mysteriously gone after the declutterers left, and I'd asked one of the bullies not to take them. Search Results:

No joy in the old, no longer working airing cupboard in the kitchenette.

Not in the first mini-stack of cleaning stuff dumped in the bedroom by the declutterers...

Nor in the now damaged storage box that the declutterers had ripped the old lid off so they could hide more clutter.

Went back to the kitchen. Reminder to self here: Do Not Use Nottingham City Care vetted Declutterer Cleaners again. They are definitely, threatening persons, con men of dementia and older people: But it has to be said, fair enough, they are skilled at how they get away with it, fair do's!

 That would be the one that the cleaner declutterers had left soaking wet with a bit of fluff, filthy, with tablets and even a paper clip floating about on the floor, and I slipped on the dirty water and found myself on the floor.

A Danger To Your Health and Wealth!

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♥ Carer Jill Arrived ♥

Aha! The beautiful, caring carer! Jill's appearance in the flat always cheers me up exponentially. She never fails ♥.

She got the medications and questions done. She was in a hurry this morning, staff shortages at Meridian again.

She took some bags to the chute for me on her way out. I think she said she's due tonight. More great news! ♥.

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Checked The End Car Park

Hehe! Much a sameness, lousy parking, red cars dominant. They'll be a reason for this but blown if I know it.

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Porcelain Throne Needed!

Well, well, that session went superbly! A smidge messy and pongy, but no other issues at all. The usual slow to start routine, it seems they are all of this nature nowadays. Luckily, crossword 99 needed another go at solving, and I got one answer in! Not a lot!

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Potatoes in Pan

Seasoned with Worcester sauce, Squid sauce and liquid smoke. I'll have just one an afternoon nibble later.

I'll have this with them; I've taken to these now I have the means to cook them, I may even have a box of chips!

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Updating Blog

That cleared a few hours away!

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More bags made and taken to the chute

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Rinse

Plates and ankles looking betterer!

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Nosh Two!

The mostly microwaved mini-fodder-food platter came out alright.

Micro-chips, the BBQ burger thingy, and a boiled potato. Sprinkled with Worcestershire sauce. BBQ sauce on the cob... reet good it was!

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CorelDrawing

To try to make some graphics for the top of the Inchies Day blog.

Not sure if I'll get any done. But I must try to stay awake, (if I can) as the Amazon man is delivering stuff for our Jane. Don't want to miss him! 

The evening carer is due in about a half-hour. Jillie, I hope ♥.

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♥ Care Jill Came ♥

I was pleased for her and Eugene when she told me he has been offered a job in Canada. But so sorry to hear it at the same time. The loss of Jill-Help is not going to be easy to cope with.

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Facebooking - Blogging

But this didn't last long. Thanks to so many people's leadership and uncaring attitude, my faith sank, and the darkness of depression dawned. For many reasons, I believe: Just now... Mr Stephen Fries crap Virgin Internet Media... 

Went Down yet Again!

Then the bullying, con-artist (mind you, they were good, possibly the cream of the of Hustlers) but injury and frustration leaving declutterers they were! Swine!

The hassle bringing barmy-substitute sending Iceland, Morrisons and Sainsbury's.

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I went to kip, feeling sorry for myself, depressed, frustrated and worried.

Still, you don't like to complain, do you!

Thursday 2nd September 2021: Inchies Day, and sometimes the odd ode might slip in!

Natty, I like it!

Billum's Artwork!

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Up All Night!

THURSDAY 2nd SEPTEMBER 2021

Nodded of at 03:30hrs. 04:25hrs: I woke in pain with Colin Cramps enjoying his applicationing of absolute unbearable pain in both of my legs! Naturally, it didn't bother me.

I stumbled out of the £300, second-hand bought, c1968, nauseously beige-coloured, not-working, uncomfortable, rusty, rickety, difficile, crumb-covered, tatty recliner. Caught my balance, had a weak unwilling wee-wee, and decided to get the Health Checks done, as the hopes of getting back to sleep suffered, with the continuing attention of Colin Cramps!

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So, I Got The Health Checks Done

With some good results too!

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06:30hrs: Fell Asleep Again

06:40hrs; had to go for a wee-wee. The end of any chances of any more kipping now! Weak, unwilling and sprinkly!

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End Car Park Check

Black and White Minstrel show in the park this morning. The neatly parked (Haha!) red van seems to be claiming this spot for himself to park badly into?
Trapped my arm while withdrawing it from the gap. I'm so glad this didn't happen to one of the overcharging, bullyings, harassing, vetoed by Nottingham City Care as suitable to work for disabled, elderly people, declutterers and cleaners who charged me £345 for doing neither correctly. Also causing me injury via having a tumble because they had left the kitchen floor soaking wet and slippery; they had sodded off after being paid in cash as they demanded...

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Sorting Kitchen Cupboard

 WHOOPSIEDANGLEPLOP! 

If it had not been for my changing my mind so often, taking out the things to rearrange, and getting them back in - and still not happy with the layout. Then, the shelf with the new payout was completed. I'd done the job in an hour or so... and I shouldn't have been feeling so pretty darned smug about it...

The shelf collapsed, leaving a right dirty great mess to be cleaned up, and me with a bruised toe that a bottle had fallen on! 

I abandoned my efforts, threw the stuff back in the cupboard, swore quietly but profusely,  passed wind, and made a brew of Glengettie tea while sulking!

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The Amazon Shopper Cameth

He was soon up at the door. Dropped the bag in the door sill and was off like a shot... I think he was on a promise?

I thought I made a nifty lob of getting the parcels in a line in the hallway. Then wondered why I'd bothered doing that?

There will be a reason, but...

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To The Kitchenette

Got them into the kitchen, and the fodder was stored away safely, and injury-free too! A welcome rarity there! I was also a smidgeon proud when I remembered resisting getting some fresh cream French Horn cakes when ordering, Oh, Yes!

How I managed to order the jam-filled doughnuts is a mystery to me. I had them with a mug of 99 tea.

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 Accifauxpas! 

More cleaning up after the £345 Decluttering and Cleaning men. I was struggling to reach between the cooker and the cabinet to retrieve a dropped scouring pad and...

Oh, dearie me: I'm getting myself going again. Hehehe! 

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Getting Ultra Confused Now

I honestly wasn't sure who had been and who not, what time of the day it was, morning or evening? What I was doing before my rant. What I was supposed to be doing... I decided to get something to eat and sit for a while to recover. Sleep I may discover?

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New Microwave Utilised!

I did a reasonable job with the meal.

A simple meal, for a simpleton. It went down well, despite the drooping eyelids. It didn't take long for me to drop of into the land of Sweet Morpheous. I even recall a bit of a dream I had. I was in an office block running around being chased by a gang or declutterers and cleaners... Hehehe! I made that up! Sorry.

I was floating in the sky, birdlike, but without any flapping of wings or arms; it was incredibly mitigatory, despite my being puzzled as I soared, as to how I could be floating like this?

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I stirred into Imitation Life

As I was grappling with Metal Mickey, to heave my elephantine bellied flobby-body up onto my feet, the evening carer crept cunningly up behind me - The poor thing was in a right state, bless her. Once again, some carer had failed to turn up for work, and she had endless extra calls to do, so not much time for a chinwag this time. I managed to drop a couple of funnies and an imitation in for her. I think she was a small iota happier when she left me. I'd given her a choice of drinkies and a packet of cream biscuits to nibble. She let me take a quick photograph of her.

Oh, it was Helen who did me.

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Update Photo - End Car Park

Just for the devil of it!

By gum, I know how to have fun!

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On The Computer

Grafting away and getting slower and more confused all the time.

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The Evening Suddenly Darkened

I'd put the Canon camera on to charge, so I used my Kodak to take these pictures of what I thought was an amazing vista of clouds on view from the balcony.

An ever-changing view, as the sun was blocked and unblocked.

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Ablutionalisationing Time

The pins and patellas were looking and now feeling a lot better than this morning? Why? Pass!

I was still having trouble finding things needed. The decluttering and cleaning failure blokes had hidden stuff so effectively. I had to try and get to the box of things they'd effectively hidden behind the wheelie-trays. Stuff in that box from the kitchen, front room and spare room?

But I had no luck with my hopes of finding the two full bottles of Comfort liquid that I told them not to take. Huh!

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Thompsons Punjana Time

Got some potatoes ready to make the microwave-mini-meal later on and made a brew of Thompsons tea.

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A Last Photo of the View

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Continued Updating the Blog

It was slow work, with my confusion and weariness getting worse. It's well gone midnight already. I can't help but fear that the confusion when I get to sleep and even wake up will be worse than ever in the morning. Updating took me an hour or two to do. Ah, well!

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Finished

Posted the blog to blogger. Facebooking.

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Knackered!

Wed 1st Sept 2021: Inchies Day, and sometimes the odd ode might slip in!

♥ This Would Make Hospitalisationing Grrreat! ♥

♥ HRH Lisa & Billum, with butler ♥

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Tuesday Evening

Fancy that!

Bootiful!

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WEDNESDAY 1st SEPTEMBER 2021

03:501hrs: After another Colin Cramp-ridden attempt at sleeping, I gave up and rose carefully, caught my balance, and utilised the NWWB (Nocturnal-Wee-Wee-Bucket). This one was even more hesitant to flow, but no leaks, fore or aft.

The knees and lower back were still playing me up, so I got some more Phorpain Gel rubbed, well massaged in, and took a swig of the Pentac.

Oh, dear, what a sight!

The legs were the same as yesterday mornings, lumpy, blotchy, fat at the top, skinny at the bottom, bones sticking through the skin? Arthur Itis's knees and Cathy Cartilage hurt as much as they did yesterday. Gonna be a bad day, methinks! Maybe? Perhaps? Possibly?

The hand veins were showing signs of preparing for a burst here & there.

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Tended To The Health Checks

Not too bad a set of figures at all

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Searched For The Missing Comfort!

The main room and kitchen searches failed to find the missing £5 bottles of Comfort, but they may be here somewhere. Then, I had a perusal of the bedroom;

No luck.

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Waste Bags Assembled

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Porcelain Throne Attended

Waiting for the motion to begin, I spent a while on crosswording, not that I got any answers solved. The activities began... Ooh! Argh! Heck!, and so on. A painful en route brick-like melena torpedo was evacuated. So slowly, plenty of mucus-coated blood, but not messy at all.

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Computer Turned On

Made a start on this blogs photos.

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A brew and a Mental stew

Pondered over what was on today for me. Some great things, some not so appealing, it would seem. 

Natalie may be coming to do the medications today. (No, she didn't) I haven't seen her for many weeks now. Jillie ♥ may find time to call in to see how the decluttering and cleaning went yesterday. Bit of a disaster that was! Considering this is how they left it after the mock-cleaning up for me in the kitchen, not to mention the Comforts mystery disappearance... But I'll repeat it all the same. Humph!

No wonder when they'd gone, and I went to see how they cleaned the kitchen and found the floor was swimming with water, I ended up on the floor, slipping in the water! The water seemed to have bits of dirt and bric-a-brac of mullock floating in it? For £345, I expected a little better than this.

Then I asked them not to take the full bottles of Comfort, just the part bottle, and they seem to have done the opposite, leaving the part bottle only... taking the two £5 each bottle home with them. They may claim to the Charity Organisation, of course. Professional Con-Men, but credit where it's due, how could they not cheat me? I'm so gullible; it was just too tempting for the Arthur Daley types! 

And the Iceland delivery is due between 08:00 > 10:00hrs. I've ordered some microwaveable sausages, chips and burgers. Looking forward to trying them. I don't think I've had any fresh sausages since the oven broke down, about three years ago now, or longer?

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Carer Julia Arrived

I think that was her name. I relieved some of my anxiety and tension over the Declutterer Spivs; she listened calmly and viewed the photographicalistions of their rather sad imitation cleaning. Then agreed Jill needs to inform someone, took two drinkies and departed.

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The Iceland Man Cometh

He put the bags through the doorway for me and selected a can of plonk in thanks. After he'd gone and I was struggling to get the bags to the kitchen, I realised that I'd forgotten to remember returning the substituted Robirch fry-pan sausages for the Microwave ones... Tsk! My retrospection fails whenever I have two things to think of at the same time... well, no, to be fair, the old memory is past its use-by date now! It's been that way for a while.

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Getting washed and put away by the declutterers & cleaners yesterday tray, I spotted this.

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Unloaded The Fodder

Got everything from Iceland put away. It left me with a too-full fridge, which I intend to reduce throughout the day. And an even fuller freezer!

Note the substituted sausages for microwave ones; Julie is calling later, so she can have them. The microwaveable burger cobs look nice. I'll make a chip butty later on with the McCains and two of the ready sliced soft wholemeal cobs.

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Carried the waste bags to the Chute.

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Chip Buttie Time!

My loss of hunger yesterday is beginning to return! I used the microwave for the first time this morning.

I put Squid Sauce on one half of each cob (salt substitute) and sprinkled vinegar on the other half of each cob. Moderately inventive, I thought?

The instructions were 1 minute, shake the box, and return for another minute. They tasted passable to me; then again, I've not had any chips for yonks.

Had a brew of Glengettie with the soft cobbed chip butties. Nice!

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Missed Photo From Earlier

Earlier this morning, the end car park. Not exactly full, is it? Hehe!

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Warden Julie Arrived

She'd called to give me the new key, for when I get the key box fitted. It'll be a while yet. I started to tell Julie about the decluttering farce and my accifauxpas. She was in a rush, on her own I think. Had to rush off to get more jobs done.

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Updating This Blog

As I was typing, mostly in error, making cock-ups and ever correcting; and not in a very good mood. In fact, feeling ominous, gloomy, fearful, lonely, with a smidgeon of depression beginning to creep in, and I lost any whoosh, drive or desire to do anything at all? The Darkness was dawning.

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Ablutions Tackled

Hopefully, it might cheer me a little. Off to the wet room, back in a bit... I hope!

The feet have calmed down, now.

Well, a bit of a mess that was!

All the shaving tackle, medications, cleaners had to be searched for. The declutterer had thrown most of them into a box, right in front of the trolley. Took me ages to find things.

Of the eight bottles of bleach and five bottles of toilet cleaner, they had left me with one part-emptied bottle of each!

The session went okay, but I was in a deeper mood than ever, each time I had to search for something to use. Gits!

The bruise from the Declutter's at fault tumble yesterday was clearing up.

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Social Services Neelah Rang

It was by way of a courtesy call, checking on the felicitousness of the Dangerous Declutter Duo who attended. The job they did of conning me was till wrangling me, thus my reply came out, 'As I thought it'.

They were con-men, Neelah! Explained the things was unhappy with (this took about ten minutes!). I managed not to swear. But I told it as it was, including the dirty floor in the wet room, and the flooded kitchen floor that I fell over on and into when I opened the door to go in after they had left.

This seemed to surprise Neelah, and I repeated my belief that they were con-men, and told her why. 

She changed the subject. Asked about my wanting someone to do my shopping and laundry. My answer was curt, but not impolite I think: "I cannot afford to pay the £650 pound a week costs, and sending myself into bankruptcy"

I managed to get back on the subject of my being treated and virtually robbed, insulted and injured by the Nottingham City Council rated Declutterers. I told Neelah that I do not want any conflict with the bully-boy, but my having an accident due to their carelessness. And having to clean up what they should have, and had been paid for, irked at me. She will have a word. I hope it doesn't prompt the bullies into coming back to take revenge on me.

Neelah told me I was now off of their list of in-need tenants. I thanked her and decided to get something else to eat. Feeling low again now. The food may help... or not!

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Fed Myself

Another microwave mini-feast. McCains 

Then I fell asleep - It Was Bliss!

To be woken up by the evening carer. T'was young Samantha. Told her briefly about the decluttering farce after she'd gave me the medications to take. Offered her a choice of drinks to take, and she took two. Hehe!

I realised afterwards that I'd had a session with Sweet Morpheus, for three hours!

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COVID Latest Local Figures

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Evening Photo Of The Sun-set

Bootiful!

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Potatoes in a saucepan to marinate

I used some liquid smoke, and the Squid sauce, which is basically Anchovies. I'm using this as an alternative to salt sometimes. I forget why now... but still.

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Washed some Trousers

All done, washed, rinsed, rung and hung to dry above the kitchen sink.

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Hoovered the hallway

Got the mini-hoover and cleaned the hallway. It was too late to take the waste bags to the chute... so I didn't! It's looking tidier, innit? That's cause the decluttering crew, have crammed the stuff that they have not taken in boxes and hid them in the big room. Hahaha!

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Made A Morrison Order

Which needed doing, because the Declutters and Cleaners who did not clean but made more mess, have taken all of my full laundry washing liquids, and bleach leaving me just one bottle of bleach and I am out altogether now of laundry washing liquids. Bless the Con-Men!

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Ode to I know not what, nor tell?

My confusion has no close parallel,

Daily, the mental anguish, it's hell!

Occasionally, it's sweet, like caramel,

Or when someone rings my doorbell,

Who is it? One can never quell, 

I must accept this bombshell,

It's usually someone with something to sell...

The Thought Storms arrive, pell-mel,

Then the fears join the daunting carousel,

Worries defeat to remember and retell,

Better ensure I'm wearing some apparel,

I wasn't the last time toppled over and fell,

The Paramedic didn't laugh, she was an angel,

She flickered a smile, that was a marvel,

But enough of my meaningless twaddle,

I must control my limited brain cell,

Someone once said, 'Inchy, you've done well!'

I can't recall who, but what the hell...

I've had the odd moment, a successful spell,

This memory though, I must dispel, cancel,

Good luck? It's no good on history to dwell,

One may expect it, not get it and feel unwell,

I wonder if the battery in my ticker is Duracell?

Lost my sense of smell, not exactly a death knell,

No need to lose it, and roll out the barrel,

Gone are my days of chasing after Mam'selle,

Could I try again, go back to the birth canal...

Ah... in failure I can always excel!

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Finished This Blog